“Two thousand years ago, Jesus is crucified. Three days later, he walks out of a cave and they celebrate with chocolate bunnies and marshmallow Peeps, and beautifully decorated eggs. I guess these were things Jesus loved as a child.”
Billy Crystal















“Two thousand years ago, Jesus is crucified. Three days later, he walks out of a cave and they celebrate with chocolate bunnies and marshmallow Peeps, and beautifully decorated eggs. I guess these were things Jesus loved as a child.”
Billy Crystal















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“Passover and Easter are the only Jewish and Christian holidays that move in sync, like the ice skating pairs we saw during the Winter Olympics.”
Marvin Olasky

People of Spanish ancestry have a long history here in the United States. Spaniards made the first permanent European settlement in what would become the U.S. and had reached the Pacific coast before the arrival of their English and French counterparts. Unlike the English and French, however, Spanish colonizers generally didn’t view the indigenous peoples of the Americas as obtuse savages.
Despite this extensive heritage, Hispanics have often been left out of American history and – as a result – we’ve had few heroic figures in mainstream literature and news. One noteworthy individual, however, is the late César Chavez.
Born in Arizona in 1927, Chavez joined his parents and other family members in one of the most strenuous of jobs: crop-picking. It’s an industry that’s inherently fickle and strenuous. It can also be unforgiving, especially during Chavez’s youth. His family moved frequently, barely surviving each year, and eventually settled in California. After a brief stint in the U.S. Navy, Chavez returned home and to the fields of various crops…where things hadn’t changed much. Sometime in the late 1950s Chavez’s frustration with the farming business metamorphosed into political action and, in 1960, he led a gallery of farmworkers in creating the National Farm Worker Association, which sought to improve working conditions for people who toiled in farming. They demanded higher pay and better working conditions. Most farmworkers were non-White, but regardless of race or ethnicity, all worked hard to feed American families, as they struggled to care for their own.
After his death in 1993, a number of communities across the Southeastern U.S. named, or renamed, schools and streets after Chavez. It was homage to a common man who understood the struggles of average working people – even if others didn’t understand or appreciate it.
One night around 1996, I was driving through East Dallas with a friend, when we passed an elementary school recently with Chavez’s name broadly displayed across the front.
“What do they teach there?!” my friend exclaimed, before adding something about picking fruits and vegetables.
In the midst of a busy urban thoroughfare, I literally slammed on the brakes of my truck and yelled back, “What the fuck that’s supposed to mean?!”
My friend is a little more than a decade older than me and was born and raised in what he and his sister called “LA” – Lower Alabama. He’s a true southerner who likes boiled peanuts and fried green tomatoes – two foods I’ve purposefully avoided. He’s also somewhat of a Confederate loyalist and would get annoyed when I said the Confederate Army were traitors to the United States.
“Now, you’re making fun of my heritage,” he once told me.
So I guess – with the Chavez vegetable quip – we were even.
One of the people who helped Chavez organize his movement was Dolores Huerta. A New México native, Huerta, like Chavez, had worked in the farming trade and personally witnessed the mistreatment of its workers.
Now – more than three decades after the death of Chavez – Huerta has turned against him. In a recent stunning admission, Huerta claims Chavez raped her twice in the 1960s; impregnating her both times. She carried each pregnancy to term and gave up the babies to other families. She says she didn’t come forward years earlier for a number of personal reasons; in part because no one openly discussed sexual assault at the time of the alleged offenses, but also because she didn’t want to undermine the mission of the farmworkers coalition. At the age of 95, Huerta really has nothing to lose.
Who’s going to call her a liar?
Now everything Chavez did has come under scrutiny. Almost overnight he has become the Bill Cosby of the Hispanic community – a man revered for decades as a leader and humanitarian whose reputation has come into question. The primary difference, of course, is that Chavez wasn’t an actor or a comedian and he’s now dead.
Last Tuesday, March 31, would have been Chavez’s 99th birthday. Communities across the Southwestern U.S. have been celebrating it as a venerable holiday. Many Hispanics have been demanding an official federal holiday (akin to Martin Luther King) be established to honor Chavez.
Recently Texas Governor Greg Abbott ordered the state NOT to recognize Chavez on March 31. It’s interesting – hypocritical actually – considering that Abbott and other Republican officials were reticent to disavow allegiance to Confederate soldiers – a group that wanted to divide the nation over the issue of slavery. Many conservatives argued vehemently against removing monuments to the Civil War Confederacy, but are now quick to obliterate anything honoring Chavez.
More than a quarter of the way into the 21st century, we’re still dealing with this shit.
So what to do now?
I’m publishing this essay on April 4, 2026 – the 58th anniversary of the assassination of Rev. Martin Luther King, Jr. King had always asked people to be judged on the “content of their character”. That’s not just a bit of poetic verbiage. It’s actually a sensible practice.
Yet, how much character can overcome egregious behavior? Behavior that occurred years ago.
I simply don’t know. The chaos surrounding Chavez’s legacy has been set in motion and won’t die down anytime soon.
As always we have to keep moving forward.
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Jacqueline Susann’s 1973 novel “Once Is Not Enough” is filled with enough drama, heartbreak, romance, intrigue and sexual indiscretions to send any family into therapy for decades. The central character, January Wayne, returns home to New York City after being hospitalized in Switzerland for nearly three years. That part alone rivals the best (or worst) any Mexican telenovela can deliver. In many ways the world she left three years earlier hasn’t changed, but in most others, it’s radically different. As is befitting a Susann story, January encounters a plethora of strange figures: one of the world’s richest women; a vile magazine editor; a hyper-masculine novelist; and a physician with salaciously ulterior motives, among other cretins. Almost sounds like one of my old family gatherings!
To some extent “Once Is Not Enough” is a commentary on the myriad social upheavals in the U.S. at the time of its publication. Right now, though, I wonder if many Americans have been suffering from subtle amnesia – or are just innately sadistic.
A generation ago we had a president who launched an unexpected war upon a Middle East nation that – along with a slew of heavy tax breaks for the wealthiest citizens – culminated in the worst economic downturn in almost a century. George W. Bush used the horrors of the September 11, 2001 terrorist attacks to justify an invasion of Iraq less than two years later. To date that fiasco has cost the U.S. an estimated USD 6 trillion. That’s just in hard U.S. dollars. But the cost in mental and physical health is immeasurable.
Now we’re at it again. The Trump Administration has attacked Iran – one of the U.S.’s most loathsome enemies. Until 1979, we had a cordial diplomatic relationship with Iranian leadership, including the late Mohammad Reza Pahlavi. He had risen to prominence in the immediate aftermath of World War II and guided Iran into something of a progressive new era.
But Pahlavi had also instituted a repressive dictatorship and exhibited an extravagant lifestyle for him, his family and others in the small elite class. His ardent efforts to Westernize and secularize Iran, along with depending strongly on the United States, alienated his own people and culminated in a student uprising that forced him and his family into exile. The same uprising ambushed the U.S. embassy in Tehran in November 1979 that led to holding several Americans hostage for over a year.
It was our first battle with radical Islam and it caught the U.S. completely off-guard. At the time the “Cold War” was still raging, and the Soviet Union remained the most serious foreign threat. Iran wasn’t on the radar of diplomatic instability.
Recently the Trump Administration invaded Venezuela to capture its president, Nicolás Maduro, who the world has denounced as an illegitimate leader. A global coalition of democratic states claims Maduro ascended to the Venezuelan presidency in January 2019 after a rigged election. Somehow, the 2000 and 2016 presidential elections in the U.S. come to mind whenever I hear the term “rigged election”.
Now Trump has set his sights on two more foes: Cuba and Colombia. Cuba has been on the American shit-list for over 60 years, and Colombia has a long history of political assassinations and drug trafficking. Bush had used the excuse of nuclear weaponry to invade Iraq, and even critics later admitted the country was better off without its brutal leader, Saddam Hussein. The world would be better off without many autocrats – including Trump.
But is it the duty of the U.S. to remove every such character?
We all know the adage that, when old men go to war, young men die. Right now, though, it seems when the billionaire class goes to war, the middle and lower classes die.
And here we are again. Once may not be enough in regards to love, sex and a good back rub. But one war is always one too many.

My first edition copy of “Once Is Not Enough”
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This is a recent post from fellow blogger and dog lover Amanda who, like me, has a passion for life, good food and animals. Anyone who’s followed me knows I have an intense love of dogs. It’ll be ten years this October since I lost my last dog, Wolfgang, a miniature schnauzer – who I actually believe was a miniature wolf! Life is always better with animals. Thank you, Amanda!

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“The normal cycle in the life and death of great nations has been first a powerful tyranny broken by revolt, the enjoyment of liberty, the abuse of liberty – and back to tyranny again. As I see it, in this country – a land of the most persistent idealism and the blandest cynicism – the race is on between its decadence and its vitality.”
Now that 2025 has ended, we must realize that we’re officially more than a quarter of the way into the 21st century. And, in the United States, we have a totalitarian despot as our President. I never would have thought we’d be in this position – the self-proclaimed “Beacon of Democracy” has a self-righteous moron as its leader.
Reminder: we’re in the 21st century – C.E.!
Last November marked the 50th anniversary of the death of Francisco Franco, who came to power during Spain’s Civil War and ruled for more than three decades. Western Europe’s last true dictator, Franco persecuted his political opponents, suppressed certain cultural aspects, manipulated the media, and just generally wielded absolute control over the country. His death brought democratic relief to Spain.
It’s a familiar pattern that’s occurred across the globe and throughout human history. Certain individuals promise – and initially bring – freedom to the people and then mutate into a brutal autocrat. The masses get sucked into the chasm of false promises and righteous dreams…then are horrified when the truth comes out.
Sometimes it appears humanity will never learn. I feel that way now about the United States. In 2000 we all stood on the precipice of a new century and a new millennium. The future was ours. Then, here in the U.S., we regressed and inadvertently chose a leader who turned out to be ill-equipped for the role of “Leader of the Free World”. And the first decade of the 21st century – C.E. – became lost to war and the morass of class divisions. We should have been preparing to build a colony on the moon and sending humans to Mars. Instead Americans were trying to figure out whether to pay for utilities or buy groceries.
And we’ve reached that point again.
In June of 2022, the U.S. Supreme Court overturned the right to abortion in this country. It accompanied ongoing attacks on our literary culture, as book bans rampaged across the land. Looking at all of it, I wondered how and why we were moving backwards. Societies, in general theory, are supposed to move forward – much like time. Conservatism may sound like a grand ideology, but it can be detrimental.
In November of 1979, I was a high school student and in San Antonio, Texas for a speech and drama contest, when we heard news that a band of rebels had stormed the U.S. embassy in Tehran, Iran. Some of my fellow students had no idea where Iran was, much less why it had become a target for protesters. But we’d soon learn exactly why. From then until January of 1981, a number of Americans were held hostage in Tehran as retribution for the U.S. support of their former national leader, Reza Shah Pahlavi. Pahlavi had been forced from power earlier in 1979 by a populace who had grown weary of his tortuous rule. Now Iran is in the grips of social unrest once more, and ironically, Pahlavi’s son is seeking to return to his homeland and lead his people into a new universe.
Again, the world has seen this happen before: Russia, China, France…the list is almost endless. The citizenry gets tired of how their universe is functioning and decides to take action. The result is often violent.
This year, 2026, officially marks the semiquincentennial of the United States – our 250th anniversary of existence. I was twelve years old in the summer of 1976, when we marked our bicentennial, and I felt an extraordinary sense of pride and excitement. The nation was still recovering from the brutal cultural upheaval of the 1960s, but at that moment, we all seemed to bond and become – as our founders intended – a truly united people. I’m certain I’ll never live to see our tricenntenial, but it’s a pleasant dream.
It’s even more inspirational to know our nation will move beyond the likes of our current leaders who have no real sense of a future. We’ll never be a utopia. No community can ever achieve that.
Denounce me as naïve, if you want – I’ve often called myself cynical at this point in my life. but I still hope for the best.
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I asked myself that question a few months ago, as I looked at my reflection in a bathroom mirror. It was almost a random inquiry; a sudden revelation after years of suffering with depression and alcoholism. I’ve contemplated suicide more times than I can recount and have actually come very close to ending my own life on a few occasions.
How is it that I’m still here?
Recently I conversed with a younger friend who had turned 40 last year and is at a tough point in his life. He had spent nearly a decade in education before joining an alleged friend to start a business. This “friend” took the money he’d invested and abandoned the project. So now my pal is nearly bankrupt and has to resort to an Uber-type job to earn a living. We conversed between rides. The gig economy emerged after the “Great Recession”. I fell victim to it after losing my job with an engineering firm in 2010. It can be humiliating, as people struggle to find work.
As I described in a previous essay, I began fighting alcoholism in the mid-1980s. I still haven’t won – and I know I never really will – but I’ve succeeded in controlling it. Equally wicked and unrelenting, depression and alcoholism are perfect companions – global serial killers. I don’t know anyone who hasn’t been impacted by either of these afflictions.
But people don’t always tell the truth about their lives.
Regardless, I still wonder how I’ve come this far. I’m certainly glad that I have. Between October 2024 and January 2025 I lost three of my closest friends. I’m at the point in time where I don’t count the number of likes I get on Facebook or Instagram. I count the number of people I’ve outlived. Then again, one doesn’t get to this point in life without going through a few bumps and bruises. And that means losing people we know and love.
How are you still alive?
I don’t know. Honestly…I have no idea. But I’m here – and I’ll just keep moving forward.
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